hello, new to forum
Posted: Thu Jul 25, 2013 9:09 am
hello
my name is lisa and i am new to this forum although far from new to pelvic pain
I first met Prof VanCaille 11 years ago when after exhausting many many Drs gynaes and urologists, and being told too often to want to remember that the pain i described was not possible, I met the man i will forever call my angel.
I had previously begged Drs to commit me because if i was imagining this pain, I was severely mentally ill. I had taken a carving knife to my genitals and attempted removing my vulva with, luckly, no luck.
To me, my symptoms were clear, I have constant and severe urethral spasm. I had previously sufferred with cystitis, so i recognised the pain, Drs had given me so many antibiotics even though there was no infection present, that I became allergic to them and my lungs collapsed.
When i finally met Prof, he did not look at me as though i had no idea what i was talking about but said we should do a urodynamic test and see what was going on...the results clearly showed constant and severe urethral spasm, so costant and severe by this stage, that the muscle could no longer relax to void and i could not empty my bladder without using a catheter.
Its been many years since I first tried having botox unsuccessfully and learnt to live with years of cognitive therapy and a body filled with painkillers and finally I have had enough and made an appointment to see Prof with the intent of having everything removed, and i stumbled across a lot of new research which makes me wonder whether there is something else that can be done and i dont need to lose my bladder and urethra. And i found this forum...
so hello!!!
my name is lisa and i am new to this forum although far from new to pelvic pain
I first met Prof VanCaille 11 years ago when after exhausting many many Drs gynaes and urologists, and being told too often to want to remember that the pain i described was not possible, I met the man i will forever call my angel.
I had previously begged Drs to commit me because if i was imagining this pain, I was severely mentally ill. I had taken a carving knife to my genitals and attempted removing my vulva with, luckly, no luck.
To me, my symptoms were clear, I have constant and severe urethral spasm. I had previously sufferred with cystitis, so i recognised the pain, Drs had given me so many antibiotics even though there was no infection present, that I became allergic to them and my lungs collapsed.
When i finally met Prof, he did not look at me as though i had no idea what i was talking about but said we should do a urodynamic test and see what was going on...the results clearly showed constant and severe urethral spasm, so costant and severe by this stage, that the muscle could no longer relax to void and i could not empty my bladder without using a catheter.
Its been many years since I first tried having botox unsuccessfully and learnt to live with years of cognitive therapy and a body filled with painkillers and finally I have had enough and made an appointment to see Prof with the intent of having everything removed, and i stumbled across a lot of new research which makes me wonder whether there is something else that can be done and i dont need to lose my bladder and urethra. And i found this forum...
so hello!!!