The Hills and Valleys of Self Diagnosis
Posted: Tue Feb 17, 2015 6:02 pm
Greetings to all,
Let me begin by stating, I have no clue if I should be on this forum, but my symptoms coincide with the majority mentioned here! I am thankful to have found this place and am excited to comb through the posts to feed my need for hope.
I assume this is where I start with " it all began..." So that will I do. It all began in August of 2014 when I peed the bed for the first time in a long time! My wife suggested that I go to the doctor. I of course attributed it to drinking water too late before bed, but the problem persisted. I also noticed that I had to pee every 15 to 20 mins. I actually started timing the span between urges. I finally did get into see my primary care physician (pcp) and he found that my bladder was not emptying. On to the urologist, where they performed a cystoscopy and found nothing wrong other than I had 900CC in my bladder! At that point they handed me my first box of intermittent catheters. Yeah!!! After the urodynamics testing they diagnosed me with Detrusor Sphincter Dyssyrgenia and then referred me to a Pelvic Floor Therapist. They did show that I did NOT have a neurogenic bladder. At this point I should inform the reader that I had started my second round of p90X3 in August and was "what I thought" in the best shape of my life! (I can remember during one of the sideways lunge exercises I felt a pop and a pain in my rear end).
I was given prescriptions for Valium and Rapaflo. During this whole time I was intermittent cathing myself up to 6 times a day. The struggle I was having was sometimes I would have the urge to pee and sometimes not. In all times I was averaging 38% output on my own urinating, the rest I released with the catheter. Even at the height of the PT I got as high as 50% (taking 1/2 hour hot baths as well) but I tried explaining that I wasn't feeling the "urge". By the time I feel the "urge" to pee, I have around 750CC in my bladder. So onward and forward I went trusting what urologist and pt was saying and I began to notice that bowel movements were becoming a struggle as well. I had to seriously push to have a BM. My PT called it "pencil poop". So I began taking Mira- Lax twice a day to have a bowel movement. My doubts and worries began about here. How could a very healthy guy @ age 35 go from having no problem urinating and defecating to needing catheters and mira-lax. I really began asking hard questions of all doctors and therapists why I wasn't feeling the urges until it was too late. I pretty much became a machine knowing that I better cath every 3-4hours. My last session of PT they did a Uro-Flow test and found that my pelvic floor and abs did not contract when I urinated, but my bladder activity was very minimal (I believe due to the rapaflo), so they sent me back to Urologist. He told me he didn't have a clue and couldn't help me. That was a new experience for me. I felt pretty low at that time.
I did however keep very detailed records of all the things I was doing on an excel spreadsheet. I tracked my daily bathroom habits, activities that improved urine output and what effects rapaflo and valium had on my urination. Over the course of this time I am still averaging 38% output, my best results were during PT with highs in the upper 40% with no rapaflo. Around Jan 5th I noticed that a tingling sensation right above my tailbone had never gone away even with PT. I practically had to beg my PCP to refer me to a nuerologist, he kept stating we had no diagnosis, yet he wasn't really trying to find one. Finally I got into a neurologist and he at least scheduled me for MRI's. I had MRI's done starting with the Lumbar up with and without contrast. Guess what, nothing shows up. That was a bittersweet moment. They have ruled out MS, Tumors, Prostate cancer, Bladder Cancer, etc. My urine testing and blood work all comes back normal and fine. He never did an MRI on my pelvic and sacrum areas.
The Neurologist said the he doesn't know and wants to refer me to the Mayo-Clinic (at least he is pro-active and trying, I really appreciate him). I began doing my own in-depth research(google!) and I typed in hypertonic pelvic floor, urine retention, bowel incontinence and I found this place. I researched Pudendal nerve and I truly believe that it lines up with what I am struggling with. I relayed the PNE diagnosis over to my neurologist and he said he never heard of it!!!! However, he did schedule a EMG test for the pudendal nerve, but that's not till 3 months away!!
The only thing I don't have that I read of a lot here is the intense pain. Other than the tingling above my tailbone, I feel pretty good. There struggle to pee and poop are my main issues. Sexual function is still there as well. This has now been going on 7 months, I have seen 9 doctors, and no one can give me a clear diagnosis. The pudendal nerve is the closest thing I have found. I am going to try a holistic doc next while I wait for my EMG and the referral into MAYO. I am concerned and don't have a clue if I should try stretching, walking, running or what.
Im an open book and I look forward to sharing with others on this forum. If I can help anyone else with this issue, let me know. Thanks for letting me vent....
Casey
Let me begin by stating, I have no clue if I should be on this forum, but my symptoms coincide with the majority mentioned here! I am thankful to have found this place and am excited to comb through the posts to feed my need for hope.
I assume this is where I start with " it all began..." So that will I do. It all began in August of 2014 when I peed the bed for the first time in a long time! My wife suggested that I go to the doctor. I of course attributed it to drinking water too late before bed, but the problem persisted. I also noticed that I had to pee every 15 to 20 mins. I actually started timing the span between urges. I finally did get into see my primary care physician (pcp) and he found that my bladder was not emptying. On to the urologist, where they performed a cystoscopy and found nothing wrong other than I had 900CC in my bladder! At that point they handed me my first box of intermittent catheters. Yeah!!! After the urodynamics testing they diagnosed me with Detrusor Sphincter Dyssyrgenia and then referred me to a Pelvic Floor Therapist. They did show that I did NOT have a neurogenic bladder. At this point I should inform the reader that I had started my second round of p90X3 in August and was "what I thought" in the best shape of my life! (I can remember during one of the sideways lunge exercises I felt a pop and a pain in my rear end).
I was given prescriptions for Valium and Rapaflo. During this whole time I was intermittent cathing myself up to 6 times a day. The struggle I was having was sometimes I would have the urge to pee and sometimes not. In all times I was averaging 38% output on my own urinating, the rest I released with the catheter. Even at the height of the PT I got as high as 50% (taking 1/2 hour hot baths as well) but I tried explaining that I wasn't feeling the "urge". By the time I feel the "urge" to pee, I have around 750CC in my bladder. So onward and forward I went trusting what urologist and pt was saying and I began to notice that bowel movements were becoming a struggle as well. I had to seriously push to have a BM. My PT called it "pencil poop". So I began taking Mira- Lax twice a day to have a bowel movement. My doubts and worries began about here. How could a very healthy guy @ age 35 go from having no problem urinating and defecating to needing catheters and mira-lax. I really began asking hard questions of all doctors and therapists why I wasn't feeling the urges until it was too late. I pretty much became a machine knowing that I better cath every 3-4hours. My last session of PT they did a Uro-Flow test and found that my pelvic floor and abs did not contract when I urinated, but my bladder activity was very minimal (I believe due to the rapaflo), so they sent me back to Urologist. He told me he didn't have a clue and couldn't help me. That was a new experience for me. I felt pretty low at that time.
I did however keep very detailed records of all the things I was doing on an excel spreadsheet. I tracked my daily bathroom habits, activities that improved urine output and what effects rapaflo and valium had on my urination. Over the course of this time I am still averaging 38% output, my best results were during PT with highs in the upper 40% with no rapaflo. Around Jan 5th I noticed that a tingling sensation right above my tailbone had never gone away even with PT. I practically had to beg my PCP to refer me to a nuerologist, he kept stating we had no diagnosis, yet he wasn't really trying to find one. Finally I got into a neurologist and he at least scheduled me for MRI's. I had MRI's done starting with the Lumbar up with and without contrast. Guess what, nothing shows up. That was a bittersweet moment. They have ruled out MS, Tumors, Prostate cancer, Bladder Cancer, etc. My urine testing and blood work all comes back normal and fine. He never did an MRI on my pelvic and sacrum areas.
The Neurologist said the he doesn't know and wants to refer me to the Mayo-Clinic (at least he is pro-active and trying, I really appreciate him). I began doing my own in-depth research(google!) and I typed in hypertonic pelvic floor, urine retention, bowel incontinence and I found this place. I researched Pudendal nerve and I truly believe that it lines up with what I am struggling with. I relayed the PNE diagnosis over to my neurologist and he said he never heard of it!!!! However, he did schedule a EMG test for the pudendal nerve, but that's not till 3 months away!!
The only thing I don't have that I read of a lot here is the intense pain. Other than the tingling above my tailbone, I feel pretty good. There struggle to pee and poop are my main issues. Sexual function is still there as well. This has now been going on 7 months, I have seen 9 doctors, and no one can give me a clear diagnosis. The pudendal nerve is the closest thing I have found. I am going to try a holistic doc next while I wait for my EMG and the referral into MAYO. I am concerned and don't have a clue if I should try stretching, walking, running or what.
Im an open book and I look forward to sharing with others on this forum. If I can help anyone else with this issue, let me know. Thanks for letting me vent....
Casey