Health Organization for Pudendal Education

I did somethingg so stupis today, i also suffer from eating disorder the worse thing ever and the pain is maiking it so much worese, i call it ED well he made be do ten crunches God help cause I haad daulid in me so my pain went down. Now my clitoris is burning so bad i am so fkn stupid.. so now i have opana er 5mg plus diaulid in me, i never take the meds, but i can sit i took and its not helping the burnng ckitoris, i am so dumb.. why did i do that ED makes me not want to eat i crashed to 110 punds in august in a result to that plus the pain in August from Dr A i know am losing my hair. But now from doing the situps /crunces i have severly hurt myself, are you laughing at me :/ what did i do myself is that going to go away.

Don't apologize for posting but I will say that I think you need to calm yourself down. I have noticed in your posts that you seem extremely frantic and very, very distressed which is only going to exacerbate your symptoms. Do you have any medication to deal with the emotional side of things? Do you have anything to take for anxiety? Everyone on this site can understand your feelings and I'm sure most people who suffer from pelvic pain (PNE or not) have had a period of time where they feel like they can't cope or are extremely anxious.

If you don't have any medication to help you deal emotionally then please ask your doctor about getting you on something. I can't advise you as to your eating disorder but likely doing the crunches have caused a bit more of a flare which I'm sure will settle down as long as you take it easy. You may even want to consider seeing a counselor or someone who can help you deal with your ed AND chronic pain. It will serve you much better to make sure that you are effectively dealing with the emotional issues as much as possible while trying to make your way through the treatment process. It is impossible to live in a constant state of panic so please make sure you are looking after yourself as much as possible.

Thank you for your replies.